Day 79' hohoho... 2nd round of CNY shopping!!
went to queensway to meet my sister for Rd 2 of CNY shopping.. i had to carry all da things coz she's on crutches.. a bad swollen ankle.
so, she bought a pair of jeaNz and 2 tees while i bought myself a 3/4 pants.. lalala.. needs something to cheer uP`

after that went to meet my mUm at Jurong point. My sis stay at the first level while i go find my mum at B2, Fairprice supermarket for gorceries, following that hab dinner lor.. wah... ExpeNsive and yUcks maN... halal seafood soup cost $4.50 and all u get.. fishcakes, veggies and more fishcakes! eeeww....

sad liao.. eat jUnk food also better~ but i later cheer myself up but FINALLY buying a SHIRT! white one.. cOz i always think white shirts look the most presentable... now itz juz more thoughts abt wat to go for the bottoms.........

ah.. tomolo CNY EVE liaoz... hab to hand in Concept paper.. think i go complete now then hab to print and file itz uP.. ah ah ah....

.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:50 PM:.
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Day 78' wOw... my lesson's starts 1pm today, coZ itz online lecture in da morning.. yet.. i;m stiLL sleepy.......
anywayz.. clarify some doubts aabt the Concept Paper today, gotta hand this up on Friday!! MUigOd!!

ah.. today at least started MMAD group CDrOm discussiOn, gonna do the Powerpt over da weekend.. =__="
arghz.. today tot got meeting then CNY sociaL gatherin` but i was delay by this project so i skip da meeting, thinkin at least can join da social gathering.. dUhz.. i rusHed down, in the end, they tell me no meeting at all only gatherin and itz like low attendence, low moraLe lah.. dUHz.. hab to do something to the communication network man.
shld hab tell me eariler no meeting... duhz.. watever...

doing concept paper now.. ah.. out of ideas... need some.. come on...
*tHInks*


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Day 77... FcUk the Free World.
hoho... today finally get to buy some CNY clothes!!
i end early today.. cOz PCT lecturer gone for Reservice.. so ended at 12nn.. i went to Queensway, bought a pair of Jeans and 3 t-shirts~ one for my sis, matching ones... hehe... total spentz $45 hoho.. ok lah.. but i still broke liao.. cOz itz my owN money... penGz..

then went to Far East walk walk.. wanna buy another top but realise no money liao.. haha.. so instead settled for a reversible handstrap instead.. ah.. wanna buy a cap one... no money.. peNgz.. lala.. but not so bad lah.. at least managed to buy some CNY clothes liao..

Watch 8Mile at PS today.. Lester and Ai Lian were so worried i could'nt get in bCoz i forgot my IC and bus pass (iTz NC-16).. duhz.. in da end.. nO check at all, and the movie checker quite nice too..
But my God, GO CatCH 8Mile! Full of Eminem, Hips, Hops, Raps, Hardcore, Fcuk, Sex....

wat more can i say? FcUk you and Have a Nice Day.

.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:55 PM:.
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Day 76' yawNz... sch sch sch... CNY coming but like no spirit.. hiakz......

sianz sianz.. really sianz.. juz finish PCT quizes.. hiakz.. got 2 wrong... T__T".. juz finish VEFX Schedule too.. hiakz..
sooOo tired xia.... stiLL goT concept paper and some documentation to go..... aRhz...

i stiLL can;t decide to do ChoBIts or Tsuyoshi????
arGhz.. i;m so indecisive... arGHz.. arGhz...

.:Jean Lee blogged on 11:18 PM:.

Day 75...eh... tired... late entry liao.. coz i come back late.... ah.... tired... still hab to type report to hand in to officer... ah.... =__="

But today bery happy leh.. u know why? Hiroko pass Rocky some gifts to Us.. and guess wat.. she got me the KINKI KIDS F Album CD!!!!!!!!!!! I LUV YOU HIrOKO!!!!!!!! ^__^p""" tOtemO URESHII!!!!!! my god.. itz cost some 3000 yen in Japan and $45++ in SG.... ah.. HirOko! AriGatO!!!!!!!!!!!

then more gifts from my ex-okonomiyaki bOss.. cOz i was at Mandarin Hotel where the Miyazaki-Sajafa Members were.. so while waitin for them i went to Taka too... drop by see my ex-boss.. hehe.. he juz came back after recoverin from Appendicis, in JapaN.. guess wat he got me? haha.. A pInk Penguin Umbrella!!! Kawaii so!! Wataru-san! ARIGATO!!!!

ah... brought some Miyazaki members to Sean;s house at Marsiling today.. wOw... first time i go his house too.. hohoho... Mansion too xia.. 3 storey... very nicE!!!!!!!!!! cost a hefty 1 million ++ xia... my god.... rich boy... mum's owns a company.. dad's in da Police ranked ASP... hoho..

Thanks-Dinner at The Neptune near SG River.. chinese course.. so long no eat Sharks Fin too.. wow.. then they perform for us, A-B-C dance n sOng.. haha.. interesting one... then SGporeans sang QIng Fei de YI, Yue Lian Dai bIao wO de Xing with Harmonica, Home and did the Friendship dance.. *tired*
then exchange gifts!! i got a small pack of bath salt, a lucky woven hp ball thingy and a hanky folded into a kimono! really nice!!

these japs unlike the former batch, their all workin pple.. teachers, officals... etc.. all middle-aged but they are fUn too! ^__^p
think tomolo they tour SG again.. but we hab sch... sianz............

ah.. i hab to go back to my report liao.. tomolo sch starts early too cOz got makeup lesson.... aH~~~~~
bEry happY!!!! Kinki Kids F Album.. hiroko... i miss u... lolx....

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Day 74.. hoho.. sucha BUSY day man!!
Today is the day of the Peer Counseling Event... didn;t hab a good sleep yesterday night... =__=">

so i woke up, @___@"> sibe blUr.. then arrived sch at 8.15aM.. sianz.... but right frm the pt i reach Dover bUs stop, hab to start "work' liao... take attendence.. brief faciliators abt updates.. wat to do... ushering... walkie talkies... gathering... arranging.. my goD! those 70 sec school students ah.... very RESTLESS!!!

some attitude probs lah.. hab hard time persuding them to participate.. but managed to anyway.. *hehe* some were like beng? *duhz?* but still ok lah.. hehe.. in da end.. i rush here rush there all da way till 5.30pm.. de-brief da students.. evaluation.. then de-brief my faciliators.. *dunno wat i will do without them!!* hehe...

imagine lah.. da games, itz 6 stations, one at EACH FOODCOURT. so i was like checkin frm FC 1 all the way to FC 6.. bo pian....

ah.. i;m so drain now... actually hab to do concept paper and video schedules... but i hab to rush a evaluation report to submit to my officer later bah... ah...... so sleepy.. but at least, fInallY! itz ovER!!!! i can get a better sleep now......... zZzzZzzzzz


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Day 73... kinnda dramatic evening.. my sis sprain her ankle for the 3rd time.. 1st n 2nd was ligament tear, now.. joint "disconnected"..

i noe she's in pain.. got a trashin down from my mum, but my mum raise her voice is juz out of concern.. my sis came to my rm and cried.. then my mum came in.. we talk for a while.. all's better now. i gave my sis a gd lecture too. She does'nt want the school to know becoz it will affect her basketball match. I told her, Would you rather let go now and recover or NEVER RECOVER and REGRET for your whole life? itz the painful choice a gd sportwoman will hab to take...

well.. aLL's well now... she's now outside watchin MTV Asia Awards and i;m here typin. hoho.. JAY perform juz now liao!!!! hoho... cHaO DiaO!!!! ^__^p
i;m also glad to noe tat he has a CCa liao.. same as jason.. campus casade... which is a good thing...

tomolo's the Peer Counseling Event liao. 8.30am - 5pm.. hoho.. kinnda excited xia... dunno wat will happen.. juz hope that everything turns out well !!!
WisH me da bEsT! *itz robin williams now i think...?

.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:57 PM:.
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Day 72... Bloody heLL... gOt a fail for MMAS quIz... first time like tat.. 12/33.. bLoody heLL... lowest in class bah.... pengz.. but then itz goes,
Failure is the Way to Success.
this is how to console yourself.

itz fuLL of guilts today... skip a lecture and practical juz to go Changi Airport catch a 'GLIMSPe' of JAY... wOw... first time do tat too...
JAY haO cOOlz... but juz for a brief moment.. hiak... there goes the guilty feelin' again....

got the form for the Kanazawa-Trip liaoz... need past CCA records, Grades as well as reconmendations frm lecturers or officers... really wanna go..
sO by hOOk or bY cRook, mUz get good results!! really hope can pass this interview coz this Trip juz cost $500 for 2 weeks in Kanazawa and Tokyo.
75% subsidy by SP. Nice oFfer yeah?

Got to believe in myself more... Got to fLy up high... Got to SOAR.


.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:50 PM:.
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Day 71, my my.. itz wed already? seems today's better.. yet.. yar.. better lah.. better.... better...

thoughts run thru' my head.. as it does everytime..

suddenly i am so sarcastic these days... juz dun understand why...

had meetings.. projects.. as usual.. sch stuff... 3 more days to Peer Counseling 2003...

sometimes i wonder... being a counsellor myself, itz easy to console pple then to console... yourself.

as usual... busY bUsY buSY....

.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:52 PM:.
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Day 71... itz Tues.. long day... and a day of lost souls...

If you can't have faith in what is held up to you for faith, you must find things to believe in yourself, for a life without faith in something is too narrow a space to live.
weird.. how ironical.. life is really too narrow a space to live in.. too much to think, too much to do.. too much.. to recover..

is it so difficult? lame talk out of my head.. moon swings.. ya-da... ya-da... if i dun smile, i look like i'm dead.. yet, i juz can;t smile..
i still dun understand why....W-H-Y

hm.. today like talkin abt philioshipies of life... wat WRONG with me man?????


.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:23 PM:.

Day 70.. gosh.. i;m late... oh man...

ah well, today bZ xia.. sch, got ideAS for vefX liao ^__^ then went to find Mrs Lim, my officer-in-charge for my club, for discussion abt this sat's event.. my god.. bZ... forms, schedules, routes, budgets.. sO MMPJ lolx.. juz tat not multimedia projects.. haha...

come back home still cannot rest, muz do oNLine Lectures like tat, onLine QuIz for PCT... hab to go thru 4 chapters of CD-Rm txtbk to do the 4 Quiz... penGz..
aftertat iRC still got loads of pple askin me abt sat;s event.. pengz... ok lah.. so far so gd.

tomolo ha class till 6pm.. hohoho.. PCT again.. haha.. never get tired of computers hor.. penGz... i wanna watCh 8 miLe xia.. hiakz... yet.. this time no one liao... ....

hey.. wat am i tokIN.. eh.. rubbish rubbish.. *snuggs away thoughts*

tO infinitY.. and BEYOnD!!!

.:Jean Lee blogged on 12:28 AM:.
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Day 69, Sunday... ah... sianz.......... suppose to go and buy new year clothes.. bUt my mum juz left me and my sis at home and bring my younger sis go my aunt's house do new year goodies.... alamak... -___-">

ah.. this coming week i will be very Bz.. hohoho.. coz bZ with club stuff, juz got many sms since mornin abt BUDgeTS and MOneY.. penGz.. hab to fork out some few hundred first for this project until the event ends, then can claim money... thanks to the "efficiency" of SP's Finance dept. *penGz*

i really hope all goes well from this upcoming event held on Sat, coz i;m incharge.. hoho.. a leadership event for 70 secondary sch students... "I Can FLY!" haha.. i hab gone mad... lolx

juz install illustrator 10, Photoshop 6 and Microsoft Projects... eh... and upgraded the winplayer to win 9... well, tats da stuffz tat gonna take time after you reformat a comp.. but lucky thing is, now i can use it "safety" "Bug-freely" for the Cd-roms testing for MMAS project.. hahaha.. hohoho...

gUess itz better smile more and think less these days... with such a heavy heart...


.:Jean Lee blogged on 10:56 PM:.
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Day 68, Saturday liao wor.... wanna sleep till late late.. till......

phone rings, its a call from my officer abt changes in my Programme list, she was'nt too happy.. etc etc... had to GET UP and reconfirm etc etc.. take notes again.. arGHz.. till next week, damn bZ week.. i hOpe next week faster finish... Wed Meeting, Sat itz the actual EvEnT. *pressure* =__=">

well, practically spent da whole day backup comp again.. then with the help of the world's wOndERfuLLLLL LIAN!, managed to reformat my computer. Now i;m bZing reinstalling all the programs, mP3 and softwares,,, pengz` -__-"

hiakz.. dunno why.. today feel so mIxed up... dunno why... dunnno.. why... tomolo will be better, when the sun comes up, and the sky is blue... so blue....

.:Jean Lee blogged on 9:20 PM:.
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Day 67.. Itz a friday.. but i'm still stuck up at sch.. running late for my jap class at 5.30.. hoho...

kk.. cut short.. today bZ, sleepy, longgy.. day... and full of thoughts and counts.. wat crap i toking.. ah..>!! running latE!!
cya!!!!!!!

.:Jean Lee blogged on 5:42 PM:.

wah.. i lag for few days again.. coz busy spending time with hiroko coZ she leavin on thurs...
lets see... lagged for abt 4 days.. i bo pian.. bZ back uping my lappytop cOz tio unknown virus tat attacks scan disk n mouseports... i hab only one USB port so.. when i backuping, no internet.... laggy.. gomen nasai! hm... so... now.... so start with.......

Tue, Day 64
hm.. wat happen? ah! i remembered, hiakz... itz one of the days i dunno if i shld remember... hiakz.. itz the day, i talk to him abt US. i think itz better to be a "U" and a "S" then US. *U = you, S = Single* zhiwei, if you are reading, i hope you understand. I thank you for all the things you have done. Friends ok? =)

well.. tat day kinda chaotic, pple may think i'm a bad girl... i dun mind, tats wat others think, i rather hate myself, lets pple hate me, then drag on.....
killer.

went to meet hiroko and junjie at sentosa too.. had a cycle, a picnic.. and dip into the sea... tats the time i can forgot all da troubles... and be FREE... for the moment...
tat night, i didn;t went home, instead i spent da night at hiroko's hotel...

Wed, Day 65
itz hiroko's 2nd last day in SG... couple of my frens bought her to SP for tour.. i had lesson till 3pm, hence could only join them later... didn't bring her to my side.. coz rushing off to see PING PONG at PS.. the movie.. ok lah.. humor, the actors are good, BUT the movie a bit too drag.. i give 3.5 stars out of 5 coz i no see jap playin pIngponG bfore then the character hahaha.. funnY!!
then go NOoch for dinner...

Thurs, Day 66
Hiroko leaving for a midnight flight tonite.. i designed and printed a t-shirt for her with the theme, nothing but trouble... hahaha... say her trouble... shi-ne... i hab been really very tired these days... been out till late nights, coping with school work.. yOsH.. itz a bZ yeaR!!



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Day 63.. kk.. today is Mon, Day 63..
kinda lost track xia... tired liaoz...

arGhz.. i'm now rUShin for time to backup my lappy... itz bZ burning while i'm typing` thanks to JOE my senior xia.. he lend me his external cr-rw.. i got probs install this driver at first, coz the plug faulty, one of iomega's trends... but i managed to fixed it.. after LONG HOUrS....... =__=" waste so much time.. sianz.. make me cannot read PC tech...*cough xough* arGhz,,,

flu done with liao now coUgh ... lost my original voice in return for a husky musky seductive voice.. hohoho...
ah... gonna reformart comp sooN~ hope the virus doesn't damage me hard disk... *prays*

i'm tryin to juggle many stuff xia... i know i can do it... *hoho* muz learn to be more happy with bZ work.. haha...

.:Jean Lee blogged on 11:44 PM:.

Day 59 - 62,
wow.. been MIA for 4 days... too tired liao.. been busy with school and hirOko.. somemore sick leh.. now no voice liao... but i can tell you, JAY CHOU "THE ONE" Concert POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he soOoOOoOooooo shuai shuai shuai.. sOooO dIAO!! Spent me last workin money on this $149 tix to see him daMn shioK!!! bUT.. siaNz... he's so near yet soOoo faR~ and they no throw no posters and sweaters this time.. only one Basketball.. to the center... cHaO sian!!!! I miss JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. he talented lah... but not to the dancin part lah.. stiLL practistin..

lalala`.. i now at T2055 typin xia.. go bacj then continue.. if i can fix my virus infected lappy top..... =___=">


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Day 58.. ah.... i HATE FLU... i am sO UN-immune to flu xia... aRghz.......

flu flu flu... fever fever fever... sianz... ah well.. today is rainy day.. rain practically da whole day till evening then stopped. Looks rather gloomy and LONG *draggy* today... As usuaL hab classes... hiakz.. spent $60.50 on 2 pathetic textbook.. *T__T no money liao* and 2 more textbooks to buy! So EXPENSIVE!!! *2 more each $38 and $35* T___T">

had SPAC2GO All members meeting today, even when i;m ill and sick and watsoever.. i hab to go to annouce the peer counselling programe and respective helpers and roles.. hiakz... Jan Sibei BUSY!!! 25th Jan is my BIG dAY, lots of meetings to come to see tat day run smoothly...

after meeting got social gathering at FC 5.. celebrated the January Babies... haha.. Happy Bday to them!!

aRghz... i really hope i get well soon..... arGHz.. I HATE FLU! *sleepy.. drowsy... -___-"*

.:Jean Lee blogged on 11:26 PM:.

Day 57.. Day 2 of school.... waH.. PC tECH Power... all the terms sO chim.. *mUz buck up liao* but hor.. all the textboioks soooooooooo Ex man.. hiakz....... why.. why.. hiakz... then today,,, idiOti xia.. kenna FLU. mY worst enemy FLU.. hiakz... no wonder my mood swings... keep sneezin and sneezin.. liew..... hiakz... anywayz...
i juz came back home lor, from dinner with da miyazaki gang and Hiroko at a resturant.. then go her hotel room chat chat sit sit again... aRghz.. sOOoooo drowsy.. sOooo sleepY!! hope tomolo will get welll for my meeting... pengz.. think tomolo hab to pay the textbook myself liao... cOz couldnt get my mum... hiakz.. well... i really bery drowsy liao... niTE~

Day 56.. haha.. as usuaL i missed da blogs againz and againz.. been quite bZ these days...

Well, itz da first day of school.. bah bah bah.. like tat lor... but i almost forgot Hiroko is coming tat night.. haha.. so went to the airport at 10PM to pick her up to the hoteL and stayed there till 12+.. Dad fetch me home.. by the time i reached home 1+AM liao... tired tired....



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Day 54, SIN NEE's BDAY!!!!
hehe.. yar today is Sin Nee's 19th Bday.. spent the entire whole day at her house..

gave a entire collection of levis postcard to her, we did somesort of a gathering of photos and written postcards, bought a *ex* but *cool* clear 4R size pockets file at kinokuniya, put all the photos and postcard in it...
combination of the JC pple and Poly pple ok... *SN is frm JJC*

had games and talks... food.. drinks... watched "Like Mike" *nice show* till now lor... haha kinnda late liao... we also popped a champage *i bring on hor.. fake one lah.. itz Sparklin' Juice in Champage bottle* then drank 2 bottles of BOz *also i bring one... 5% alcohol only lah.. if not SN's mum will say i drunkard ah.. hehe*

quite fun.. we also hid the $120 cheque tat we all "saved" up for her.. as additional bday present.. haha.. we hid it in btw her "Calvin Klein bRA" lolx.. give her clue say a person call Calvin will present to her a must valuable gift. lolx..

ah.. tomlo start sch liao.. then cannot play liao.. mUz work hard haRd.. this time muz do even better! ^__^

.:Jean Lee blogged on 11:54 PM:.
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Day 52 eh.. i lazy write Day 52.. haha.. went to kallang lor...

Day 53, I think i aim to write till Day 80 then i'll shall stOP!!
ok.. today i'm listed at CRAB liao at the end of the day.. haha.. another roasted me under da sun.. lolx..

woke up at 6.30aM shower then follow mum go Jurong East makan Breakfast.. Mum's going Malacca Today, a company trip, will be back tomolo though.

i arrived at Tiong Bahru too early.. meet up with some Hiroshima Trip frens to go Sentosa Siloso Beach for picnic.. liew.. from 10 cut cut cut to only 6 of us.. will better then nothing.. *hehe* We had Black pepper Egg and Crab sandwiches, Potato chips, cakes, nuggets, sushi and some fruits, longan.. jackfruit.. grapes.. then Green tea.. and Mineral water.. lolx...

then played beach soccer.. the guys so bad.. bully us gals.. well kinnda had fun.. jump into the sea then continued played "mOnkey" and Volleyball.. tiring xia...

eh... tired liao.. post till here.. lolx.. tomolo Sin Nee's Bday ah... Muz go her house celebrate if not she come and find me.. haha... we live kinda near.. hehe.. *tired*

.:Jean Lee blogged on 9:52 PM:.
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Day 51.. opps another late post...
was out on late meeting lah..

Go watCH The Cat Returns!!! i feel itz tOO short.. juz 1 hr 10 mins.. I wanT more!!!! Miyazaki-sensei!!! MOrE!!! HayakU!! lolx... itz a cheerful and fun movie.. go catch it..

had a meeting at 7pm.. got caught in a jaM due to rain so reach abt 7.30 liao... meeting abt feedback on Miyazaki trip lor... then next trip is MILE prog and Hokkaido.. seen some photos taken in miyazaki.. not bad... lotsa candids..

After that went with them to IMM for supper... talk talk.. haha.. juz reach home. showered.. lalala...

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Day 49 (Tues) Itz New Year EVE!!
I didn;t posta blog cOz i was oyt da whole day.. stayed overnight at a fren;s place...

went to Jurong Point with Mum and Sis to buy sis's school shoes, then decided since itz New Year Eve go eat some roasted duCk and cha-shao, shao rou..

went to Lilian;s house at 9pm, played Mahjong till 5 am the next morn! celebrated Countdown with DuriaNs... muahaha.. interesting 2003 countdown for me amd my sis... after overnight 16 rds mahjong, we continued playng Dai-Dee till 9aM before goig to Macs for breakfast..

hoho.. i;m dead beat tired..

Day 50 (Wed) 2003 New Year.
wow.. didn't noe itz juz nice 50 days and itz 2003!!! morn Macs breakfast, BTH liao.. took taxi back, but realise reach home after shower can;t sleep so played some PokemonGold till 4pm then nap a little till 7pm dinner.. hoho.. till now... hm.. i guess, Since Sun-Wed, 4 days, i slept not more then 8 hrs.. wow.. pro. tomolo evening still got meeting at SP.. hohoho.. HAPPY 2003!

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