你给了我希望，却又亲手毁了它。。
我以迷失了方向，
现在的我，以不再是我。

.:Jean Lee blogged on 9:51 AM:.
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.:Jean Lee blogged on 6:01 PM:.
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Love is complicated.

I can't seem to differentiate anything. The right from the wrong. The good from the bad. I'm feeling down once more. Nothing seems right.
I feel sick. Rotten. Lonely. Crappy. Just. Down.

I'm missing that someone so much. I know i just can't help it. Even if I'm of no significant. Even if i'm silly, stupid, dumb. I can't help it. Someone ask me why. Someone knows why. I'm silly enough to do anything. I sacrificed, Is it worth it. I know it's not. It meant nothing to someone. It will be just a momentary scar and it will be gone. forgottant in someone's heart. Still. I can't help it. I know i'm used all the time. But it seems better to be used then to be ignored and forgottant. It hurts. It's frustrating. I hate to compare or be compared. Yet, people love to compare. Everyone is unique in a sense. You is You. Me is Me. Someone is Someone. Don't ask why. Don't doubt it.
When love comes it comes. Don't ask how. Why. What.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

I have to stop staring at the phone.
Stop looking at the computer screen on the nick.
Stop thinking of the better times before.
Stop time.. Stop Loving You so..

.:Jean Lee blogged on 1:31 AM:.
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Introducing the newly lanched.

Harushin.

Do check it out. Cheers O(^_^)o !

.:Jean Lee blogged on 4:39 PM:.
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I got lost, couldn�t find my way
And I guess there�s nothing more to say
Love can make you blind, make you act so strange
But I�m here and here I will stay
So everyday I cry, Yes everyday I fall
Do you ever wonder why, why I love everything about you?

But everyday I say I�ll try to make my heart be still.
I picked myself up, yet you knocked me off my feet,
I�ve got no way to explain...
Still I know I love you, but this fire inside will never see the light of day..

Everyday goes by, and everyday I fall..
It makes me wonder why,
WHY. My life�s worth nothing without you
But everyday I say,
I�ll try to make my heart be still.
�cos I don't want you to be hurt or shed those tears.

I'll never know, just how close we were,
I'll never know, never see, never will.
The book closes and I try to forget.
But I know that things won�t change..
How we feel, how life goes on.

And that seems so strange
And so the light fades away
I try as i can..
But I can�t stop thinking about you
It seems my life�s worth nothing without you

Everyday, everyday, you won't know I tried so hard...
Everyday, everyday it gets a little harder.

.:Jean Lee blogged on 3:38 AM:.
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.:Jean Lee blogged on 4:55 PM:.
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Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat she doesn't miss u? Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to her.
Thinking if she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's her.
Looking out of the window hoping that she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see her online.
When u realise that she isn't online and did not return your sms, u will start worrying if she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know tat u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for her. But missing someone and not knowing if she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other partyknow if u miss her too, tell them. Don't let them wait...
For too long.

.:Jean Lee blogged on 12:16 AM:.
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