FCUK.

I feel like shit.

Tired.

Frustrated.

Can't concentrate.

So much things to do, so little time.
So much things in mind, draining away my life.

Almost trip this morning when I went back lab to take stuff.

Accidentally OVERWRITEN a Flash project file which i had spent DAYS workin on with a BLANK Flash demo I was showing the class just now.

Gone.
All Gone.

I simply don't know what to say but to just move on with my list of activities.

Fated.

The more effort put in the more you lose.

this suck.

.:Jean Lee blogged on 1:42 PM:.
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I'm fcuking down with this shit fever AGAIN.

Comes with a 'healthy' dosage of COUGH, HEADACHE and whatever shit i can get up my lungs to stop me from breathing normally.

Now it's me. Sick again. Weak like i can faint any moment.

FCUK.

.:Jean Lee blogged on 11:35 PM:.
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Been some time since i've blogged.

Busy time, with lots of changes and lots of challenges and stuff.

I just started Adv. Diploma in Mass Comm. with MDIS 3 weeks back.
Every Tues and Fri nights i've class till 10pm.

It's hasn't been a good start, with the week long fever i had, when i just started night school.

Last week my Mum had her knee injured (vein was swollen and she had trouble walking)
but she's on her way to recovery although she still feels pain on her knee which troubles me.

Then Clara got herself injured with a sprained ankle during her adventure race.
Nursing her ankle at home.

Yesterday, Xiao ting's boyfriend passed away.
He's just 26, young talented chap, who works at CPF board and teaches Drama in Ngee Ann Poly. Just like that, he suffered from malfunction of the lung, water got into his lungs and he passed away yesterday morning beside Xiao Ting's arms.

Was at his funeral yesterday night till this morning. Didn't catch much sleep, feeling quite troubled and shagged at work this afternoon.

Managed to go to work at MB, only to recieve news after that Kay's uncle passed away in Hong Kong.

God, why one after the other?

Life is so fraglie. Perhaps i've been delicating too much time to work that i'm not feeling very much alive.

Yet, i cannot stop working as I have my own responsibilities and disciplines.

But i long to rest for a short while..
Till i recover my steps again and hope something good will come along.

Take good care of yourself everyone. Live life to the fullest.

.:Jean Lee blogged on 12:37 AM:.
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